How should i start.
Just manage to get over someone finally.
Keep falling out of love.
Slowly getting use to all this.
Jus that the way she leave me was bit
cruel..nvm.Evything hav past.
Hope you find a good boyfren in the future.
Or maybe you already found one.
Just hope your next boyfren can treat
you properly.Takcare okie..

Life goes on for me.School stuff quiet stress up.
Last term already.Gona rush evything.
But im still kind of slack now..
dont know when im going to get hardworking agn.
But really wanna get the mark i want..
Mind cant really work well.Been hold up by
somone.Going back to my ''un healthy'' lifestyle.
Need someone to care.But i dont have the someone.
Need someone to nag.No more nagging.
I want to go back to my healthy lifestyle.
My right lung is weak..dont know when im gona
have my second operation.Soon i guess..
whenever i breath.Not only my heart is pain.
My right lung is also in pain.When can all this pain
go away.

Gona have some war with my dad real soon.
Maybe will end up leaving the house.
If not..sure will become stranger.Or enemy.
Still got less than half month to have some
peace with him.Life is hard for me..
Birthday is next month..am i going to
be happy.Maybe my class will somehow
celebrat with me.But they are not the one
i really wanna celebrat with.I have a birthday
wish..i really hope it can come true.

Life isn't going smoothly for me now.
Can someone show some care. 9:33 AM